Today's Worst Experience!! Dated:- 09Jan2009!!

Well, Today was the worst experience in my life!!
Today, I had Business Law Internal.....and sterday, I had been to Vajreshwari[situated in Thane] and VaishnoDevi[Situated in Malad]Temples...Me, Mom, and our close friends!!
So, didnt find time so study..and whole night I studied and slept by 4am and got up by 7am..and finally left my place by 8am to reach my college by 9am to attend Internals[which was scheduled for 9am]..
unfortunately, didnt get any rick nor bus to Sunder Nagar[Malad{w}]....Normally, rickwala's disagree to come to SunderNagar...So called PUBLIC SERVANTS......Finally, I took a bus to Goregaon[E] stn from Gokuldham, So that, after crossing bridge and going to Goregaon[W], so that I get rick to sunder nagar....but nobody came[So called PUBLIC SERVANTS]......I had to walk 4m Stn to Sunder Nagar....
1rick wala said, he is not having cylinder to come to Sunder Nagar, but when other person asked to Andheri he agreed..But I didnt converse much vth him since he was old..Normally, these old ppl take undue advantage of people..we just give it up, saying they r old..unke saath kya jagada karni hai?? another rick wala said, bahut kam daam miltha hai madam, aap dusri rickshaw lelo!!what a ppl r they??I really dont understand..I scolded so many rickwala's..but no use of it...Waste of Energy!!

Luckily, While I was on the way to college on foot, I met my Prof. Trupthi Shah!! So, asked her, "Mam, r u going to college?? then she questioned me, Kyun Kya hua?? Then I started saying my Lumbisi Kahani!! Then raasthe mein. khoob saare baath kiye aur mam ka ghar aagaya...and mam said, Aapse Baath karke bahut accha laga[I am chatter-Box]..

Well, But i had to go further....and finally reached college...Internals was going on..was scared and I apologized my Prof.Archana, saying, mam, I didnt get any transportation facility and bcoz of which I was focrcefully made to come on foot..and she said, Sahana, doesnt matter..dont worry..even I also suffered the same situation..please come and start writing..Well, she gave me extra 10mins time....but my performance wasnt upto the mark!! I was completely tensed and confused!!Somehow, want to get out of it!!

After, I finished college, luckily got rick to Gokuldham from Sunder Nagar and b4 going home..I went to Beauty Parlour for Eyebrows and Waxing and was back home after such a worst experience....

Suffering from severe leg pain..didnt even find time to sleep during noon time..since I was getting frequent calls from many friends to wish for Jan10th Bday[saying advance wishes Sahana Dear!!]

After, composing this, I felt this article is somewat senseless.....But for me it makes sense and a kind of irritable mind cooled completely......feeling relaxed after I poured all my experience[worst experience, wat I feel].....

The reason is simple, bcoz of strike all this is happening.....DOnt know, when govt will react to Strikes of ONGC, Indian Oil, Bharat Pertoleum so and so forth...They r striking for medical allowance, increment in pension so on and so forth..I ve some more to add in this..let me do it tomorrow....now, feeling tired...so gtg..Bye!!

Life!!

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

Professionals!!

Whom do we call as professionals??

Only the persons who r specialized in different fields..Engineers as Enginner Professionals, Doctors as Medical Professionals, CA, MBA's as Accounts and Finance Professional....ofcourse, we specialize in different fields entering into higher studies and completing vth the higher studies..which may be in India or UK..

But, can't we call a Kid, who is well versed in computer knowledge or who is brilliantly using brain in composing poetry or any other field......According to me, even kids r also professionals..not only them...even all the creatures, Universe and what all is existing in this Universe is all bcoz of God..Almighty has not termed engineer professionals, medical professionals, Tax Professional, Stocks Professional, so and so forth..But we ppl, named it..and we consider only such persons, who ve completed CA, CS,MS MBA as Human Beings..If the person is Bsc,BA graduate, our view goes saying, that graduate is unfit to be a Human Being..

But, do we know, the benefits which r upcoming from these Bsc, BA graduates..Majority wants to be Engineers, Medicals..... But, as we all know, there is recession everywhere.. Private companies[MNC's] recruit ppl, and throw them out giving Pink Slip on the spot, even though that person had worked for more than 20yrs or so..they r least bothered about their employees.....employees r hardcore devotees of their Company, their designation, their Job..they sacrifice infinitely..But whats the ultimate, REWARD employees get?? PINK SLIP is the ultimate REWARD!!

Bsc[IT] is playing a vital role...and even BA..there r ample of options available in these fields..but does all the ppl respect such courses..

Dont ve any kind of negative impression on any field..All r equal & excellently going on with their own Dreams, Wishes, Interests!!

Recently when I was discussing regarding recession, vth my Friend Shobhna, I was saying her that, Shobhna, Bcoz of the recession, the upcoming Graduates will suffer in Job market...We may not even get Job in PAAN WALA shop, to Pass Single Entry Transactions......we may not even get job in Government sector, wherein recruitment takes place for the designation of Sweeper!!

Such a Situation may arise......Y not it cannot happen to upcoming freshers, when its affecting to the people who have worked for more than 20yrs in that company??

Whats the assurance we get?? People wants to join MNC, so that monthly salary will be double the Govt Job!! Can make Windfall Profits within a year, whereas in Govt job, it takes years together to make windfall profits.....but whats the use of it?? ultimate reward in case of MNC is PINK SLIP!! I am not here commenting again & again Pink Slip, Pink Slip..I am not a scare monger..being citizen of India..being concerned towards the upcoming generation sharing all my feelings, emotions which r boiling at 104 degree celcius!! Each day, whenever, I start watching the news, there cums is these many employees were gien pink slips..and so and so company will be giving pink slips within so and so period since, company is burdened!!What about the employees?? for the name sake, Employees r the Blood of the Organisation..but not practically..How many of us transform theory into practical?? Just delivering speech all the tym!!Shame on our part!! Shame on the Govt, who gave resignation to their designations, when the people of Maharashtra wanted safety,support and proper measures to be implemented!!

Politicians say, If there is heavy Down Pour, Public curse us..if there is no proper Rainfall, Public curse us..We curse politicians...for which they r not responsible..not bcoz of politicians, we get rain or not!! Its a natural happening..S I agree that, bcoz of destrution of trees, plants, and increase in construction its affecting the natural calamities/happenings!! Govt does it for their own benefit..But what abt the citizens??

Nowadays, the situation is such that, If India wins, WorldCup, ppl burst the crackers[Dum-Damar], if some marraige/Bday is there, even then ppl burst the crackers..and recently from past few years[1-2], very sad to say, If someone expired, even then, ppl burst the crackers..I really dont understand, whats wrong with citizens!! eventhough very well educated!!...

For what all is done, there is a value for it!! If its done vth Great Self-Determination-Effort-Hardwork, there comes Success!! As we have, Food chain, In the same manner, but in a bit different manner, we ve Success Chain, i.e., Self-Determination-Effort-Hardwork!!

I gave title as professional, But I went to irrelevant topic also in few places..while composing this, my mind,thoughts,views,opinions were roaming everywhere..dont know why??

Dont Name as Professionals, only to those who ve completed higher studies but also show respect to each & every creature[Give & Take Respect]....each one of us are Professionals in our own fields, thoughts, views, opinions, dreams,wishes,ambitions,interests...........

Wish Every1 a Very Best Success both in Personal as well as Professional Field!!

New Year Resolution 2009!!

As the time goes on, it brings vth the fresh day, fresh experience,fresh memories..Memories are lifetime..B4 Starting with 2009, Let me thank all the people who made 2008 Memorable for me..I pray God, to bless you and ur family with fruitful year ahead!!

As all of us know of terror attacks[Athankvadi], In some of the places, New Year celebration was unseen..

In our RBI Officers' Qtrs, we all RBI family, celebrated New Year, after 2mins mourning to the innocent people who were killed and also to the officers', commando's who sacrificed their life for the sake of NATION..

After mourning, There was a Song sung by Manasa[my friend] to these Martys'..all of us vth great pain of terror attacks, somehow managed to have smiley face..Its the song, for which even, Nehru chachaji also cried..Its such a beautiful melodious song..Devoted to Soldiers..commandos..

Its..yeh mere vatan ke logon...

Later, on kids sung, hum ko Man ki Shakthi Dena[old hindi Guddi movie]..Which was also too gud!!

Then, there were some dance performed by children...My most Favorite, girl, named Nandini[I call her as goofy mummy]..she loves pets a lot..Chori Chori Chupke Chupke Goofy ko Biscuit Kilathi Hai!!Goofy is puppy's name..from the day he is born, Nandini is taking care of him..Very cute..Chubby Chubby..She danced very well for Dance Pe Chance[Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi]...She is my most favorite cute little girl in our Qtrs..

Guys danced for Paan Banaras wala[Old Don Movie of Amitabh Bachan]..group dance for Pappu cant Dance Saala[Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na]

Few played on Keyboard and guitar..All programmes were good!! Well, had a nice time and a kind of entertainment & recreation!!

Wish You All My Loved and Caring Near & Dear Ones A Very Prosperous New Year 2009!!!!!!

"Receive my simple gift of love, wrapt with sincereity.Tied with Care & Sealed with Sweet memories 2keep You Happy Throughout your Life".

Well, Every1 asked me, about Resolution, I said, yet to decide..but now, while I was editing this article, I got one resolution, i.e., Hope for the Best and Be Prepared for the Worst and whatever is worthless, Dont try for it, inspite of knowing its worthless!! whatever, Is under my limit, capability, let me reach uptill to such stage, should even dream of going beyond that, making some adventures..which is not done untill now!!

B4, I used to feel that, only I am the person, who knows everyting well...bcoz, In our college[girl's coll].. many struggle to speak in English...few used to say that, Sahana, tera English bahut accha hai..Thu bahut acchi bolthi hai..and u have good command over the language..I used to say them that, u start speaking to me, so that, even u will also improve ur spoken english..but to be frank, only 1 or 2 atleast tried for that..but others...they ve not changed their minds..Its very sad to say that, they dont know, the difference between, [has,had,have, give,gave]..Dont know, when to use present tense and when to use past tense..

I'm not degrading...But, Feel sad, to listen to such horrible terrible English..

Would like to share one Incident, One fine day, I t was first day of my Graduation year[1st yr,1st sem] Sir, entered class and he wished.......Good Morning Students....How he pronounced Students is, Split the word Students[Stud+ents] he was saying, students..stud=stud and ents as ants, so his prounciation was studants!! eventhough the spelling was correct..I dont know, whether he properly know the spelling of it or not!! b4, I didnt understand, when he was repeatedly saying, Studants-studants..Then, I asked a girl sitting next to me, She gave definition in Hindi, Saying, Bacche logon ko bolthe hai na vol wala hai Studants!! Wooowwww..what a Wonderful definition..Then I understood, oh ho..he is pronouncing Students as Studants!!

Even now, the same strategy follows.....I can understand that, some will be having pronounciation problem, but Y cant they try for it?? School education may be hindi medium or gujju..but still, when they enter into College, let them try to learn and improve..should read books,Journals, Newspapers..But nope..Arey kantal atha hai..कौन पड़ता है वो सब!! This the response I get when I try to help them out..One or two words, they converse in english...but baaki sab Hindi..No doubt, infuture, all have to enter Private or Government Sectors, then who will accept, if they r lacking behind in Spoken English!!

I feel very extremely sad!!

Upgrading or Improving Spoken english of my classmates is beyond my limit..

So, My Resolution is, Hope for The Best and Be Prepared for the Worst and what ever is beyond the limit, capability, dont ever never try for it!!

Well, I dont know, Will this help me out or not!! But, I did this Resolution..and even I am not sure, whether I stick to this resolution or not!!

Anyway, Wish You All Belated Prosperous Fabulous Fantastic Happy New Year!!

Your Eyes..

When I look at your eyes, I see your true self.
I see you're sweet, and caring.
I see you're giving and forgiving.
I see your love for me.

When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying
When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.
I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again
That I'll never see the love or the sweetness
Or the love that makes you who you are.
One day you'll be gone - gone from me.
Gone from this world.
No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close
And forever rest in peace.

But you'll never be completely gone,
Because every time I close my eyes,
There you will be.

Reality!!

Death, departure, walk away, walk out
Should I or should I not pout

Family and friends
Lovers and one-night stands

I have loved, lost and lived
How do I trust, how do I love again

I should move on, it's all in my past
But my pain remains, continues and lasts

This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul
Damn it - why is this world so cold

How can I have faith in God and family
When people I love are taken from me

Where can I find true and loyal friends
I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge

Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age
How do I love again with all of my rage

How do I get past all of this, show me a sign
So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind!!

Alone

I am alone,
so very alone

I hurt,
so very bad

I am ignored,
just thrown aside

I am security,
for others to have

I am lonely,
there is no one close,
no one sees the pain

I cry,
hope is gone

I am alone,
and no one knows!!